Wednesday, March 08, 2006
Yep, Depression Central...thats what i am. Even unto PREDICTING things going wrong. Never again do i tempt fate like that. Everything is supposedly going fine...theres a nice semblance of normalcy, i even wake up on time.... but its still surreal. Nice and numb. Just like i ordered. Problem is...thats not what the doctor prescribed.
Disintegrated and yet coming together. Out of chaos comes order. Or maybe, i just work well under pressure!
I was right about the friends though.... there forever and a day... and if iv never thanked u before... Choy, Shirls, Bran D, Abhi ( if ur condescending lazy ass ever reads my blog) and Nicks ( even with the lame ass jokes, ur still a darling) .... thanks !
I bought strawberries today.....yippeeee ...one good thing about lenten fasts is that u can eat fruits... not much scope for other edibles though...
But yes, something i'd like to share....my rock when im set adrift like this....
Lord, grant me the serenity to accept the things i cannot change, the courage to change the things i can, and the wisdom to know the difference.
This too, shall pass !