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PJ !!!

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Paradigm Shift

He's not as smart as you think he is. They're not as useful as you think they are. I'm not as patient as you think I am. We're not as stupid as you think we are. They're not as young as you think they are. She's not as lonely as you think she is. Time is not as slow as you think it is. It's not as easy as you think it is. He's not as confident as you think he is. I'm not as wrong as you think I am. We're not as different as you think we are. Change your thoughts, and you will change YOUR world. No, really !

Oil spill

So afraid of putting pen to paper, for fear of what may spill. Needlessly I complicate my life, but all I'm trying to do is make the best of what I have. R mentioned that something's happened to make all the Virgo's withdraw into their shells, and I know that's true when it comes to me. This birthday was a slow moving, hazy nightmare. With nothing really scary, yet so much pain. 24, and already tired of fighting life. Blessed with family, people who care, food, shelter, a job, even excess flab to support me in case there's a famine, and I'm still so unhappy ! Don't pray, so not interested in begging, or recriminations. Cliched, but true, to have everything and nothing all in one. Which is why I refuse to update this blog. No one wants to read a whine, and my sense of humour has up and disappeared, leaving behind sarcasm, tinged with fear, depression and heavy with the stench of anger.

It's all been said before

You're supposedly the part time lover And full time friend. The craggy steep hill And where the road bends. You're the last train home The scenic myopic route The hand that keys the thoughts The head that walks on air You're the secret that I keep The cries of the gulls The storm that beckons The story still unfolds MjC