Saturday, October 03, 2009

PJ !!!

Paradigm Shift

He's not as smart as you think he is.

They're not as useful as you think they are.

I'm not as patient as you think I am.

We're not as stupid as you think we are.

They're not as young as you think they are.

She's not as lonely as you think she is.

Time is not as slow as you think it is.

It's not as easy as you think it is.

He's not as confident as you think he is.

I'm not as wrong as you think I am.

We're not as different as you think we are.

Change your thoughts, and you will change YOUR world.

No, really !

Thursday, September 03, 2009

Oil spill

So afraid of putting pen to paper, for fear of what may spill. Needlessly I complicate my life, but all I'm trying to do is make the best of what I have.

R mentioned that something's happened to make all the Virgo's withdraw into their shells, and I know that's true when it comes to me. This birthday was a slow moving, hazy nightmare. With nothing really scary, yet so much pain.

24, and already tired of fighting life. Blessed with family, people who care, food, shelter, a job, even excess flab to support me in case there's a famine, and I'm still so unhappy ! Don't pray, so not interested in begging, or recriminations. Cliched, but true, to have everything and nothing all in one.

Which is why I refuse to update this blog. No one wants to read a whine, and my sense of humour has up and disappeared, leaving behind sarcasm, tinged with fear, depression and heavy with the stench of anger.

Sunday, January 11, 2009

It's all been said before

You're supposedly the part time lover
And full time friend.
The craggy steep hill
And where the road bends.

You're the last train home
The scenic myopic route
The hand that keys the thoughts
The head that walks on air

You're the secret that I keep
The cries of the gulls
The storm that beckons
The story still unfolds

MjC