Thursday, September 21, 2006

sun screen !

Cant blog. Frustration reigns supreme. Friends bear the brunt of the un blog. ly. Like the un dead. ly.
I've gone bonkers. Working life does that to you.

Life is going on as usual. Im frying my own brains as usual. Worrying and wondering about what will be, will be.

but ahhh...sunscreen.

Prevention is always better than cure.

Sunday, September 10, 2006


I'm just lost. right now. Theres this aching need to read The Fountainhead again. After all that has been happening the past few days, or perhaps, this slow metamorphosis i'm undergoing.
Too bad iv lent the book to the one person who shouldnt read it. Ever. But thats a different story.

I think, i'm losing my religion. Oh yes, there is Jesus and hes kept me alive and somewhat happy all along, and he has this divine plan where im sure ill get abundant choclate, and well..abundant love, but oh ! I dont want to go stand in church n feel like i've come there to think about my schedule, and gape at the male of the species, while soemone hashes up hymns on the keyboard and mediocre, desperate attempts to try and sound like a professional; choir, out of poure love for the church ( and want of social accolades) oh...i cant venerate, worship or genuflect amongst that. Its easier in the rush and frenzy of the market, the fish market even, to praise God for his bounty.

Is love, love, or need opf companionship, or this inane urge to subdue and exploit ? Or even to make others think of just what a marvellous person you are, because of that love...

All thats stuck in my head is Dido....See you when you're 40...I could swear she is my twin..and she doesnt even know it !

I've driven round in circles for three hours
It was bound to happen that I'd end up at yours
I temporarily forgot there's better days to come
I thought that I would give it just one more chance
Cos' I want, tonight, what I've been waiting for
But I found, tonight, what I'd been warned about
You think you are complicated,
Deep mystery to all,Well it’s taken me a while to see,
You’re not so special.

All energy, no meaning,With a lot of words,
So paper thin that one real feeling,Could knock you down.
And I've seen, tonight, what I'd been warned about
I'm gonna leave, tonight, before I change my mind

So see you when you’re forty,
Lost and all alone,
Being comforted by strangers,you'll never need to know,
Not sad because you lost me,
But sad because you thought it was cool,To be sad.

You think misery will make you stand apart from the crowd.
If you had walked past me today,
I wouldn’t have picked you out,
I wouldn’t have picked you out,
Wouldn’t have picked you out.

Now I’ve seen tonight,
How could I waste my time?
And I’ll be on my way,And I won’t be back

Cuz I’ve seen tonight,
What I’ve been warned about,
You’re just a boy, not a man;
and I’m not coming back,
And I’m not coming back,

Friday, September 08, 2006

Alter Ego 1

Monotonous, Skilled, creativity dies
Psuedo importance, the ego satisfies;

Itself it feeds: itself it will kill
Therein the trampling of individual will.


Wednesday, September 06, 2006

View from the Window (sill)

Living on the 6th floor has its benefits...

Just saw a man with a fruit cart strolling slowly along..the hues were lovely..Bananas n apples look good together...but ahh i love the view from the top..

But then...its always better when u'r on top!!! :D

Tuesday, September 05, 2006

Oh dear !

Clattering keys, phones clamouring
Frigid surrounding, pressure mounting;
Glare of the screen, eyes wide shut
Oh ! Life will become such a rut !