Mad girl

Doesnt know what it is not to worry and still manages to screw things up and tempt fate to give her more reasons to worry.

Thinks that someday all her dreams will come true, problem is, she doesnt know WHAT those dreams are.

Loves mankind but hates people.

Thinks she cant when she can, and can when she can't.

Thinks icecream might help the weight loss.

Loves family but avoids them like the plague.

Would walk a million miles for her sibling, but beat him to death if he lent out her books.

Would lend a book, to do someone a favour and then curse them to oblivion for not returning the book back, when she's forgotten who's taken it in the first place.

Thinks everything in ice pink, baby pink or pink looks good.

Abhors almost everything about herself and yet is an almost elitist.(phrase i coined myself)

Loves the language and reading so much she's afraid she cna never make a career of it because she will never be good enough.

Complains that the detergents dont smell the same as they used to.

Cant tolerate people with acne, but doesnt mind baby snot all over her.

Will continue this list later :D

Comments

krist0ph3r said…
will message in the middle of the night that she desperately needs help, and then not answer or message back for the rest of the day :(
September 30, 2007 5:25 pm
MISS ILLUSION said…
dat ws an awesome post..
felt lik sum1 ws describing me.
mum alwz says i m a mad gal...
nw i thnk is shld believe.hehe
December 18, 2007 2:28 pm
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