Ideasyncrasies

Changes:  I'm married.  I ran away from home to get married. Like the movies. Unfortunately.  My dog is 4 now.   My husband loves him just as much as I do.  My husband loves me too :D  I earn quite well, for someone who once wanted to start her own dog creche and is now "managing relationships".  I still struggle with the flubber, but have currently started Zumba and LOVE it. Might be the answer.  I like to cook traditional food. Should have paid more attention to Mum in the kitchen.  I still love to read and read whenever I can.  I stopped blogging, and now feel the need to write about myself.  I dress much better than I used to, therefore I feel much better ( and poorer) than I used to :D  I love the way my husband and me complete each other's sentences.  I still like Coffee, but have it on rare occasions.  I have sort of learnt to swim. Yay ! I can now float for 2 minutes and THEN start drowni...

Today was a revelation. Today was freedom. Today was rebirth. I've finally gotten over those awful, awful times. I've learnt enough lessons to last me through the rest of my life, and I'm only 21 ! Its over. It's still getting done, nothings over till its really over, but oh, it's over. For the first time today in over 2 years, I felt like me. Who i used to be, playful, serious, committed, diligent and happy! I hopped, skipped, swivelled myself on the office chair and grinned at everyone. It was wonderful. I could have been benevolent, charitable, kind and sweet to even the meanest grouch ever, and i kept grinning all day! Everythings different, everythings changed ! Absolution. I've struggled, and fought for so hard, and suddenly the whole burden has lifted and i cna see my dreams, and think further, and joke and laugh and oh..... you get the drift. I'm still smiling, and then while iw as returning home...oh joy of joys...there was thunder, and at last........

It's always sunshine. I'm incredibly happy. I just needed my mum and dad around to make me ok again, and i guess i'm back to being me now. The curtains are up btw, chintzy, happy, green and white ones. My laundry is getting done. My mum and dad still love me, God's in his heaven, I'm never late for work, All's right with the world :D I'm still waiting for the rains though. Monsoon makes me bubbly, happy and i look like a drowned rat most of the time but what the hell, the rains let you have so much fun!